Just my thoughts, etched in words...

Sunday, March 25, 2007

God!!! Whats wrong with me?! My mind seems to have stagnated!! There are so many things that I think I shall write on, but the moment I start writing, the mind stops working...can't go beyond a couple of lines...the zeal just disappears!! And this, definitely, is not doing wonders to my spirits!! Now the next thing that remains to be done is to figure out why this is happening and once that is done, to start working on it....I have like a billion things that I want to convey, to express, but everytime, something just goes wrong....not the way I want my life to be.

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Attended this Panel Discussion on the legitimacy of Media Trials ( if they may be so called). Though the discussion did not have much to offer, it did get the thought process ticking. With the Media's inherent capability of sniffing out issues that promise of evoking the slightest public interest, issues such as the one in mention are bound to spring up. And with a billion opinions in the foray, contradictions are bound to arise. And, they have.

To many of us, media intervention in most things appears to be the one thing we could very well do without. I count myself in that school for a couple of issues too, but definitely not for all. And then there are some issues, like the one in question, that leave me on the fence, not totally sure of which way I should lean. The next couple of lines, will therefore be, more than anything else, an attempt to clear the fog from around me.

The one thing that I find disarming about 'Media Trials' is that they 'presuppose' the guilt of one party. In this sense, then, the entire essence of a "trial" is defeated. There IS no trial, guilt declared even before innocence could be argued. So, what the media does, is no longer a trial of guilt, it simply is a reinforcement of their perception of who the guilty might be. And that I feel, is totally unwarranted.
The fact that it in a way affects the way the judiciary reacts and responds to the case is also oft argued, and conceded. That is a truth no rational mind can evade from.
To me, if one had to ask, both these issues are glaring, but, they are indispensable because Objectivity too, very often, falls victim to Subjectivity.

I, personally, have never been totally in tandem with what the media does and consequently, ellicits. It does, and sometimes too often for comfort, transgress the limits of the job. That it is no saint is well conceded too. Just the other day, we heard it from the horse's mouth himself..the Editor of a very popular daily said they print news they can "cash upon"...that I feel, is an important revelation of the real intent with which most of these writeups are created...they know that succulent pieces of news shall very quickly be devoured. Ah! The mechanics of trade at work again..did someone say we were into philanthropy??

Media definitely moulds the way the public concieves issues, but it also, very often, is moulded by what the public at large thinks, and it offers what the public wants. There are threads of contradiction that run in my mind here though...do they show something because the people want it or do the people want it because it is being offered to them? More like you scratch my back and I shall scratch yours. Some will argue that people these days read the paper and watch the news with a pinch of salt, I seem to disagree. I feel that most of us, particularly those of us with flexible opinions, have an indiscriminate faith, though not a blind one, on such offings of information, and we are, no matter how much we might fight it, influenced by what is offered to us. There, therefore, lies the responsibilty on these bastions of information. They influence the direction in which the wind shall blow.

Media, no longer is a monolith that it used to be earlier. There is a mammoth amount of competition that it faces from within. There is also no longer the control that mafia houses once exercised over it. Every action of the Govt. is therefore, constantly under scrutiny. This, in a way, expedites the process. Their role here therefore cannot be disputed, atleast not till the point they actually interrupt and impede the process ( which also happens quite frequently!)

Almost done with what I thought I'll write, there are probably a couple of things that I've left out I'm sure ( nothing unusual in that!)...my friends often prompt me to research well before I write...now I know why!! :D
Though I'm still in the quagmire that I was before, there is a hint that the fog might have cleared a bit.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

Phew!! just saw this program on Nat Geo about venomous animals!! Seen loads of the kind earlier as well, but this one just gripped my attention!! Nah!! Not so much the animals they were studying ( will write about what I felt abt them too, but that might come later), it was actually the guy who was researching these animals. Brave he sure was, but I thought he was more like Don Quixote....foolishly intrepid!! Someone who gets himself bitten by poisonous ants and deadly scorpions has GOT to be one!! All the semantics about being true to the profession and giving your all..blah blah blah is fine, but you need to maintain atleast a semblance of sanity or is that asking for too much?!

And, as if that was'nt enough, these guys came up with the most morbid and gross pictures of the poor, helpless victims...what really got to me was the effect this venom had on humans....tissues and limbs, consumed by the poison, forced into disfigurement, even mutilation at times...just left a bad taste in the mouth...I cd'nt even wade through the entire episode!!
Maybe, I need to become stronger to take in such graphic scenes of misery and suffering, or maybe a wee bit insensitive....

Friday, March 09, 2007

Been quite a while since sat down and wrote some gibberish here...life has been slightly busy for the past couple of days....1st it was my internship and now, ummm, and now I have nothing to do, but I'm busy nonetheless!! Sounds rather wierd I know, but that it how things stand...I'm busy without business!!

It was a rather unusual day today...met two people...boys..who did NOT like cricket!! ( OK, Abhishek and Kapil..this is your moment of glory!! ;) )It actually took me some time to come to grips with this fact....rather unusual, but a refreshing change nonetheless! It is a national game I know, and therefore I shall not risk an accusation for treason by saying anything against the splendid game that I have come to love so much ( courtesy all the men in my family who, like many others have given a totally new meaning to the word addiction! ). And with the World Cup knocking, I think I can even foretell the future....

Anyway, I don't think I want to write on cricket right now, I'm not in a very benign mood right now, and therefore I would not want to sound unreasonable or unfair to anyone or anything.
A couple of misunderstandings during the day have kind of dampened my spirits a little....I wonder why they had to happen in the first place! It's probably the case of a joke taken too far...
And for a change, it is affecting me, something which I would hate to happen to me, and therefore, I think I will now go and sleep( since it is 12 in the night!) and put all my worries under the pillow....let them fade away with the night...tomorrow is a new day and nothing, anyway, is worth so much thought.